Friday, December 25, 2009
merry christmas to all reading!
hello everyone! it's christmas! and! i've done nothing much today. hahaha. just text, watched christmas shows! :D those are my favourites during and on christmas day! :) anywayyyyyyyy.. i cant wait for beloved dear role model to come back :D ! hahahahaaa. anyway, im sooo ubber bored D:
so, to everyone out there!,
meeeerrrrrrrrryyyyyyy christmaaaaaas
:)
monkey<3 - the light that lights every dark corner in my stupid life :)
shh!
monkey<3 - the light that lights every dark corner in my stupid life :)
shh!
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what we could have been, 9:02 PM.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
hey everyone! im ubber happy now! i've been smiling all night :D hhahahah. thanks to who? IMRAN! hahahahah! okay, then today me and abang haq were chatting. haiyooo. immatures and ammatures! god, you people arhh! hahhahah! :D
okay, so i just went to pray. having abit of problems with my family here. but, sighs. just try to get on with it i guess. thanks to someone who has been texting me all night long ( okay, not really, still! ) hahah. :)
hahahaha. it's been ubber fun! :D
well, im gonna head off now. need to layan that guy :D ahhahaha :D wokie, write soon!
love you :D
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what we could have been, 2:13 PM.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
" Yes, I know that, too. But. . . when i left you, Bella, I left you bleeding.Jacob was the one to stitch you back up again. That was bound to leave its mark - on both of you. I'm not sure those kinds of stitches dissolve on their own. I can't blame either one of you for something I made necessary. I may gain forgiveness, but that doesn't let me escape the consequences. "
I could feel his anger as his mouth discovered my passive resistance. One hand moved to the nape of my neck, twisting into a fist around the roots of my hair. The other hand grabbed roughly at my shoulder, shaking me, then dragging me to him. His hand continued down my arm, finding my wrist and pulling my arm around his neck. I left it there, my hand still tightly balled up, unsure how far I would go in my desperation to keep him alive. All the while his lips, disconcertingly soft and warm, tried to force a response out of mine.
For one brief, never-ending second, an entirely different path expanded behind the lids of my tear-wet eyes. As if I were looking through the filter of Jacob's thoughts, I could see exactly what was going on to give up, exactly what this new self-knowledge would not save me from losing. I could see Charlie and Renee mixed into a strange collage with Billy and Sam and La Push. I could see years passing, and meaning something as they passed, changing me. I could see the enormous red-brown wolf that I loved, always standing as protector as if I needed him. For the tiniest fragment of that second, I saw the bobbing heads of two small, black-haired children, running away from me into the familiar forest. When they disappeared, they took the rest of the vision with them....
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what we could have been, 11:36 PM.
