Monday, May 24, 2010
i miss :
- memories of last year.
- friends that were once my "sisters" (who accepted who i was, who loved me for who i was, who just wanted me.)
- people that onced treated me how i wanted to be treated.
- those moments when i was accepted for who i was once.
- when 230909 was still "together"
- when 081009 existed.
- the time where i had to sit with the boys at the ending of last year.
- where PSHHK existed.
- where i had no prolems, when my life didn't suck like this fucking much.
- when people loved me for who i was.
- my long hair.
- my moments with Bby Eera.
- my moments with Bby Eera.
mostly, i just miss everything about last year. people changed. yes, i changed too. but now, i'm like, being treated like FUCK. yeah, FUCK. i just wished that things would be how it once was. where everyone could just be who we wanted to be. where & when everyone just accepted you for who you are no matter what. i miss everything about the ending of last year. why did things have to turn out this way, why? :'( i hope that i get to change back into the same girl i was then. OR if i could, better. god, please help me. i regret my wrong doings that i've been making & doing all this while. please, help me. :'(
another chance? OR is it that there's no more hope? :'(
Labels: changes hurt people.
what we could have been, 7:25 PM.
