this is my reply for Sasi's post on her blog , i guess .
firstly , i don't know what to write here . so , i'll just say what i said on Facebook .
Dearest ,though now we keep on fighting nd all .Firstly i wanna say to you ,you can say many hatred things .but the only thing that i'll remember is those AWESOME moments i had with you . ♥
i mean it . :'( i know i made you cry . im sory i made you do that . please don't . all i ever wanted , was for nothing to come between us . i never knew that by all my selfish acts , this would have happen . i'm really sory . here i am too , crying , saying this . because , i really can't bear to do this to you . making you hate me nd all . i'm really sory i made things this way . i know , my apology means nothing to you know . but deep in my heart , no matter what you say , said , or will say about me , i will never stop loving you , SISTER . you were the sister that i first had when i was going through INSANE times . yes , VERY INSANE moments . insane hell moments . you were the one that stood up for me , here , in my very own blog . you were the one that did most of the happiness i had when other people couldn't . you were like , more than a sister . you were the person that i needed in my life . nd now , you're gone . nothing left . now , all i can do is just think about those times i had so much fun with you . those stupid retarded things we did . all those things that we did . now , they just disappeared . there's only emptiness in me . i passed by your tagboard . i saw , what Pris "tagged" at you . saying that thnks , for being there when she had her messes nd all . honestly , that made me cry even more . i really forgot the reason what we're fighting about . i remember . but i don't want to . cause , all i want to think about is those happy awesome moments . i want us to stop what's happening . ouhh , remember that time i got scolded by Bulldog ? (': the time me & Pris were being retarded at Toy'r'us ? the days that we gossiped alot ? i really laughed at it , now remembering it . crying more , too . Sas , i just wanna say , the decision is now your's . i really can't do anything anymore . you said that if i was gonna say sory nd all , it'd be a waste of your time nd all . but i want you to know , that i'll never stop loving you no matter what . ever since the day i met you , the day we became sisters nd all , it made me even love you more . i will never , i repeat , NEVER forget everything that you have done for & to me . i love you , sister . FOREVER in my ♥ . i mean it madly .
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what we could have been, 5:20 PM.